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L’anoressia non è difficile comE credi, devi solo cominciare. Lo so perché non ho mangiato per 10 giorni e sto da Dio. E non solo, sono pure dimagrita GIORNO 1: Verso le tre mi sento come se camminassi sulle sabbie mobili. Sto MORENDO di fame già a quest’ora, non ce la farò mai. C’è un po’ di riso nel lavandino da ieri e ha un aroma delizioso. GIORNO 2: Sogno che dei Cambogiani mi strappano la pelle di dosso. Appena mi alzo dal letto svengo. Il mio alito sa di vecchio e la mia lingua è bianca. Esco di casa e mi perdo letteralmente in una nebbia che non c’è per mezz’ora. GIORNO 3: Passo un giorno intero a guardare film e lavarmi. Pulisco il mio appartamento. Sono una persona pulita, quindi passo il giorno a riorganizzare le mie spezie e i miei cd. Mi chimano al telefono ma non rispondo perché ho paura di mettermi a piangere. Ah, non avevo detto che ieri ho pianto due volte. GIORNO 4: Noleggio altri 4 film. Non ho più fame. Onde di piacere si muovono come nuvole per il mio corpo, dai piedi al bacino al petto e fino ai capelli. Sono totalmente in pace con il mondo. GIORNI 5-7: Sono una monaca zen. Chiunque può dirmi qualsiasi cosa e io faccio tipo: [Immagina la faccia di un manichino che non puoi toccare]. Sono dimagrita e ho la pelle pulitissima. Mi metto un paio di pantaloni che non indossavo da quando avevo 19 anni. Noto tutte le pecche nei corpi delle altre donne. Anche se sono magre hanno le cosce grosse o le costole larghe. Che schifo. Perché non smettono di mangiare? GIORNO 8: OK, basta. Sto per morire. Sembro una morta. Il mio capo ha scritto “per Dio” in una mail e io ho urlato al volume più alto che potevo, “Bastardo!” Mi sto sciogliendo. Pe favoe! Ho fame! Pe favoe… Devo magiare quaccoja. Quassiasi coja va bene. Ti pwego! GIORNO 9: Sto a casa dal lavoro. Non ce la faccio. Cammino qualche chilometro. Provo altri vestiti vecchi. Compro una bilancia. Ho perso 6 chili! Cazzo, mi sa che resto anoressica. GIORNO 10: Appena suona la mezzanotte sull’allarme corro in cucina e mangio sei arance e bevo succo di frutta in piedi. Succhio quelle arance come se non ci fosse domani. Prima di andare a dormire ho mangiato 20 arance. Mi sento ingrassare. L’anoressia è OK, ma devo mangiare, ragà! Ho fame! CASEY KITCHENS |
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Subject: haha wait... Date: Mar 01 2007 01:31:54 AM Author: j anorexics really get pissed when you joke or make light of anorexia (or whatever the author was doing)? if you can really not eat for that long, can't you not be a big pussy about it? and what's all this talk about pain and more work involved than just fasting? what are you guys-fucking martyrs? Subject: blah Date: Oct 18 2006 03:06:38 PM Author: Sara fuck you. like everyone's been saying. you dont understand anorexia because you fasted for a week. it's actually a disease. and you're a bitch. Subject: Fucker Date: Sep 24 2006 01:25:38 PM Author: B This shit is absolutely fucking RIDICULOUS. You can't be anorexic for a week. Anorexia is a fucking DISEASE, not something to be "experimented" or played around with. You're an asshole. Subject: Um Date: Sep 09 2006 11:38:11 PM Author: realanorexic wtf! u dumbass! u cant be "anorexic" for a week! thats so stupid! god this pisses me off. Subject: fuked up Date: Sep 06 2006 12:26:34 AM Author: chantelle ive been bulemic and anorexic for years..and all this shit talk doesnt add up 2 anything that is the reality to having the real eating disorder..yes htis chik has been on a fats and she lost weight...that doesnt mean jack shit..as soon as she eats shes guna put it all bak on straight away...anorexia is in the mind and the body.. at first its in the body..eventualli ur mind takes over... whateva..this shit is too contrevercial and shouldnt be posted x x x Subject: nice try.... Date: Aug 24 2006 02:51:40 PM Author: alex hey in case you didnt know, most anorexics eat...some limit to 800 cals, some to 200...periodically we go on fasts, just like you did. so just like Milly said, you just fasted and did not truly experience anorexia. to experience anorexia you wouldve felt a lot more pain than just hunger. Subject: wprst article ever Date: Aug 20 2006 06:54:55 AM Author: maddy anorexia is not "Not wanting to eat" Its wanting to eat but being too scared too... Subject: Who do you think you are posting that!?! Date: Aug 19 2006 10:58:00 PM Author: Sarah I really have to say, my friend sent me this website, and I have never been more disgusted in my whole life. I myself struggle with somewhat "disorderly eating", and let me tell you something. I could not believe reading this. Apparently you think this is some sort of game, a good way to lose weight. All you did was not eat, not eating does not equal anorexia. This whole thing makes me so effing mad. You want a real eating disorder? Its a mental hell everyday. You can't just stop after a week and say " Oh I did good, I lsot weight I think I'll stop now." That is not anorexia! That is insanley crazy. Why dont you read the stories of girls who have died from anorexia. Its not a game. Its not "Oh Im not eating this week" Its a constant hell. Why dont you think about how much you want to screw up your life and hate yourself the next time you decide to "become anorexic". Because let me tell you, anorexia is a mental disorder. Not a game. Subject: Ignorance isn't bliss... Date: Aug 19 2006 10:52:32 PM Author: Milly That's fasting, not anorexia... Fasting is the act of abstaining from food, anorexia is a mental condition. Don't try to act like that was anorexia, you jsut bloody fasted, anorexia is abotu so much much much much much more than that... Get a clue, please. Subject: hate fat girls? Date: May 04 2006 01:14:28 AM Author: *Damager I will throw you in the same group as that meat gazer in an issue that said latin girls are gross. A real man can look at any woman and find some beauty in them. Trapped on a desolate island you would fuck your mom or brother in less than week. Eat right and treat your body right and you will be alright. Stop being so self absorbed that you don't eat, or work out until you look like my He-man blow up doll. Jesus. Subject: cool Date: Apr 30 2006 06:09:31 PM Author: Voiceover yeah it ain't a thing, is easy to fast especially if you are on a three day booze coke and ecstasy bender, and you feel good after. Subject: scarsa qualità Date: Apr 28 2006 10:23:58 AM Author: mah Come fai ad iniziare un articolo con un tema cosi delicato con la frase: L’anoressia non è difficile comE credi, e poi lo chiudi con:Mi sento ingrassare. L’anoressia è OK ma va... secondo te cosa resta nella testa d'una persona che ci si trova dentro oppure che sta pensado di diventarlo, posso sembrare il moralizzatore, ma non me ne frega penso che sei una mooooolto superficiale, l'esperimento è ok ma un po piu di ricerca prima di scrivere un articolo del genere no eh? Meglio quello della bulimia (come è scritto) spero tanto che ora fatte un po le prostitute e ci raccontate come è farsi un 40 uomini al giorno con un pimp che vi picchia :) Subject: my Date: Apr 13 2006 12:42:24 PM Author: oh well, i liked this article alot, but it really wasn't so much about anorexia as it was fasting. Anyone can go on a fast, and its actually really good for you, it cleans out the toxins in your body and it can add years onto your life. After the 3rd or 4th day all of your hunger is diminished so its no suprise that she could last 10 days. Great job. Subject: what? Date: Apr 08 2006 12:09:37 AM Author: c This is out of fucking control. I cant even believe the things that are being said on this page...I was anorexic and bulimic for 3 years and its not cool! dont try and glorify being just like every other coked out super model. dont people actually care about their bodies? Subject: dick simmonds Date: Apr 04 2006 01:45:12 PM Author: blythe eisenhower how do oranges make your ass spread? all you really need to do to stay "fit" as the brits say, is 3 squares: grain and skim (ie:cereal and skim milk), any but ONLY greens for lunch (best example; just an apple and water), and anything you'd want for dinner in good portions (since dinner is making up for the essential calories you cut out during the day). and gyms are for yuppie friutbags; all the real excersize youd need can be found at home. 60 to 120 sit-ups and 30 pushups a day may seem a bit "no fucking way", but if you perform them in a relaxed cadence where you allowed yourself rest and breathing time, youll be more than suprised at how you just inherently shaped yourself. you'll get that heroin sheik look without all the homlessness and pouty faces. and whats more you'll stay thin to very thin to critical thin while gaining all the calories YOU WILL NEED to function. how do you think africa does it? Subject: um Date: Mar 31 2006 08:25:04 AM Author: i love anorexia nice job asshole. you made me bulimic for a minute or two Subject: Great job Date: Mar 22 2006 02:40:59 PM Author: Allana This is so much better than the bulimia one. Much more accurate. Finally a more eyeopening view. Well done Subject: this dude is a pedophile Date: Mar 21 2006 03:09:09 PM Author: your self "I hate fat chicks. Guys who like them are one step away from being gays." Let's see...skinny chicks: no tits, no ass, look like 10 year old boys. Fat chicks: huge tits, huge ass, huge hips. And guys who like fat chicks are the gay ones? Go fuck a little boy, cockmonger. That's obviously what you're really looking for. Subject: double pssshaw Date: Mar 17 2006 06:02:55 PM Author: pssshaw "I hate fat chicks. Guys who like them are one step away from being gays. But seriously, I am attracted to whatever is fit and skinny for the person as far as size goes, fat lumpy cellulite asses are not attractive. The perfect size and shape differs from girl to girl, but skinniness is ALWAYS a good thing" I am holocaust thin and I still want to punch dudes like you in the nuts. How boring and lifeless you must be. Subject: fuck Date: Mar 17 2006 05:07:13 PM Author: unflappable 10 days? fucking amateur should of got one of those pot bellied ethiopians to write this article. im just playing, i love you, have my (skinny) babies Subject: dont eat Date: Mar 16 2006 12:25:57 AM Author: do it I hate fat chicks. Guys who like them are one step away from being gays. But seriously, I am attracted to whatever is fit and skinny for the person as far as size goes, fat lumpy cellulite asses are not attractive. The perfect size and shape differs from girl to girl, but skinniness is ALWAYS a good thing. Subject: Hmmm... Date: Mar 15 2006 03:04:06 PM Author: Worry Wart Wouldn't you think an article like this would encourage people to not eat for 10 days. I think it would. Not too good, hey. Subject: rude Date: Mar 15 2006 03:22:23 AM Author: kate this is shit. laughing at losers is fine, but glorifying anorexia is shameful...... what fat chicks need is a short term crack habit....always works for me Subject: re: Pardon me, mish Date: Mar 15 2006 01:40:18 AM Author: dzir Erin K: i'd feel that way too if i'd never had a delicious meal in my life, and i'm not fat. try something a bit more sophis than a cheese burger. Subject: Death is Forever Date: Mar 15 2006 12:42:01 AM Author: Penny James If you are into having really bad breath, rotting teeth, an increased risk of having fucked up children, poor mental health, grey skin and most of all, if you really, really HATE your family/close friends then yes, this is for you. Live with REAL Anorexia Viceland fuckers and see what hell on earth is really like!!!! Subject: love from sweden Date: Mar 14 2006 08:26:52 PM Author: picture perfection ...take my hand ill show you. this shit is amazing!! and, if you like it, try it, get bored of it. try to get fat for a change.. oh wait, america cant get fatter.. Subject: WHAT?!?!? Date: Mar 14 2006 07:59:51 PM Author: Jase I hate skinny chicks. Guys who like them are one step away from being gays. But seriously, I am attracted to whatever is natural for the person as far as size goes, they still have to be attractive. But the perfect size and shape differs from girl to girl. Subject: Pardon me, mish. Date: Mar 14 2006 04:37:34 PM Author: Erin K Nothing tastes as good as being thin feels. Subject: fatties Date: Mar 14 2006 02:47:59 PM Author: hungry hippo Thinner is the winner! |
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